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Endless Thoughts

by Rickert G

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mariana_droogie Amazing, fresh melodic death metal. Plagued with head-baning riffs and filled with emotion. Very strong album. Favorite track: The Mass of The Dead.
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1.
The Journey 04:00
Through the woods and the roads he goes Bleeding and sweating on the back of his horse Bringing the will of the gods, bringing a message of war He can´t give peace to his soul, until he says his last words Riding at day after night before death Fearing the Fates will not give Give him one last chance to live Then, he looked through the clouds A voice whispered for him to be heard Daughter of Hyperion, beauty pale gaze She will enlight the messenger’s path He will reach the gates But not today Through the Woods and the roads he saw A city approaching of tall walls of stone Giving the will of the gods, giving a message of war He can give peace to his soul, now the commander will go Forward! Forward! “Tonight we will dine in hell” Those were the last words he said.
2.
Farewell 06:12
It grows inside of me, so deep The pain have arrived But it won´t leave Never again Life is a page in time And actions are the black ink Words are echoes in space And thoughts are the time Reflections of beautiful memories They are fragmented like breaking glass Tell me what’s beyond life and death The sail man have arrived Who could ever said That this is my last farewell, My old friend I can’t see your fire, For so I will look through the skies And I will tear my lungs Till I can Make you hear my words One last time I can’t give you life But if you could please take mine. Where will I look? To whom will I talk to? To whom will I listen to? To whom will I uphold? Life turns out to be so flimsy No one can undo what travels in time What’s done, it is done There’s nothing more to say But who could ever said That this is my last farewell, My old friend I can’t see your fire, For so I will look through the skies And I will tear my lungs Till I can Make you hear my words One last time I can’t give you life But if you could please take mine There’s no one to ease my pain Alone again… Not again! And I still repeat myself That this is a bad dream I can’t awake And I will tear my lungs Till I can Make you hear my words One last time I can’t give you life But if you could please take mine It grows inside of me, so deep Now I have to go Cause I’m coming after you My… Who could ever said That this is my last farewell, My old friend I can’t see your fire, For so I will look through the skies And I will tear my lungs Till I can Make you hear my words One last time I can’t give you life But if you could please take mine There’s no one to ease my pain Alone again… Not again! And I still repeat myself That this is a bad dream I can’t awake And I will tear my lungs Till I can Make you hear my words One last time I can’t give you life But if you could please take mine.
3.
What I saw that night I tell you there was no light Just an empty darkness They seem all heartless I was warned by those bells chimes I saw them walk by my side Going uphill without any pride The moon lost her brightness The sky was empty starless The clouds released drops of wine Then I got up off my knees The wind whispered to my ears With some kind words it said That I won’t more feel dread I walked then along with them As much as I can go back All turns gray in a razor blade My mind was running away But my body I couldn’t say I screamed but my mouth had no tongue Entering the chapel All of them sitting down I went to the altar To get the holy bless The priest turned around With the rain from outside Then I realized There was no wine I looked around I saw their faces for the first time And I hope for the last time They said “Welcome son This is your new home You won’t feel alone” They were laughing at me But they had no lips Rotting flesh smell in the air With no eyes in their face They are staring at me There was my mother too No blood in her veins My child on her side “Please daddy come to me” In there was everything I once believed Calling me to the embrace of the grave, digged low I’m too scared, the eternal dream Will I go?
4.
Hypocrite 04:20
We all were your only session tools Loyalty is an expensive gift Someone like you, cheap ones cannot give I’ve been taken for a fool You are pathetic in all ways I see you laughing as you were my friend You don’t have no fucking class You deserve never-ending pain I saw through your disguise While I was too wet To be in the rain You dried yourself with Anyone’s skin You hide amongst equals Twisting each other again Building your precious shit cult You are like cockroaches Gathering in sewers Convincing yourselves Of the same fucking lies Tried to tell me what I want Tried to tell me what I need I praise the stone that Smashed your face into the ground I recognize your only gift Crafting meanings, twisting reality Making others doubt their lives Drown in all your fucking lies Tried to shift the guilt on us Innocence does not exist Nor in god, nor in us You are the plague corrupting us Fuck you! You are sin made in flesh Fuck you! You don’t know all the devil ways Fuck you! Took away my humanity Fuck you! You don’t know your own sexuality Fuck you! Who the fuck do you think you are Fuck you! What the fuck do you think I am
5.
Coming Home 04:36
Sometimes I wonder if there is an only truth Somewhere hidden to my eyes I’ve been walking through this road for many years ago And in the end, I found myself And I want to end with this hell (make it stop) I know what I have to do (make it go) Undone and lost I felt alone Where I had been there was nothing left for me, but now I’m coming home I come to you It’s time to heal up these wounds that I had for so long The tides of life have dragged into despair And for some reason I’ve never drowned We are pawns in a chess To see how we can play No one will miss One more broken king The night is down, the stars aren’t glowing (not even one) I desire to feel the cold embrace of void Undone and lost I felt alone Where I had been there was nothing left for me, but now I’m coming home I come to you It’s time to heal up these wounds that I had for so long Undone and lost I felt alone Where I had been there was nothing left for me, but now I’m coming home I’m reaching for you It’s time to heal up these wounds that I had for so long It’s hard to find resistance when you can’t see the sun It’s hard to find resistance when you can’t see the floor Find a light Hold on to it Flying high Thus has to be Be strong Like a wall This is my My last will It’s hard to find resistance when you have no one else It’s hard to find resistance when you have lost yourself You come to be born And to breath And to crawl And to walk And to run And to grow And to fall And to rise And to love And to hate And to fight And create And destroy And to learn how to die Undone and lost I felt alone Where I had been there was nothing left for me, but now I’m coming home I come to you It’s time to heal up these wounds that I had for so long Undone and lost I felt alone Where I had been there was nothing left for me, but now I’m coming home I’m reaching for you It’s time to heal up these wounds that I had for so long
6.
Singularity 05:31
For every time I fell down I raised myself once more Rebuilding what they had buried Even with my mind divided I saw my best creations Turned into ashes in my mouth But I couldn’t swallow them I started getting asphyxed I saw the event horizon Wandered ground without return We all must get out gods designs And re learn, come back to life Reality is not for us We are a sigh of time If only you could reflect these eyes Maybe you could see it too The end of space and time The prison of all light, the force that holds us back Increasing the true nature in me The never-ending winter Feeding the horizon, its density They Cheated me, tricked me, blinded me, laughed at me! It doesn’t matter because no one ever will laugh at me, never nevermore They Trapped me, rapped me, crushed me, humiliated me! It doesn’t matter because no one ever will humiliate me, never nevermore They Sicked me, dried me, twisted me, suffocated me! It doesn’t matter because no one ever will suffocate me, never nevermore They Poisoned me, wasted me, bleed me, Broke me! It doesn’t matter because no one ever will break me, never ever nevermore For every time I fell down I raised myself once more Rebuilding what they had buried Even with my mind divided I saw my best creations Turned into ashes in my mouth But I couldn’t swallow them I started getting asphyxed Like the ghost of a dead star There were planted all that remains A perfect sphere of absolute darkness It’s strange like he said, “an illusion” He saw between the silver and crimson He is a part of the dark He had no shining sun The lesson is ours to learn It is an infinite hole Nowhere to run In the limit of the abyss The bottom of the horizon where everything scattered out I found me They used me, lied me, exhaled me, buried me! It doesn’t matter because no one ever will bury me, never nevermore They spitted me, kicked me, pierced me, stabbed me! It doesn’t matter because no one ever will stab my back, never nevermore They stepped me, drowned me, whipped me, crucified me! It doesn’t matter because no one ever will crucify me, never nevermore They tied me, cut me, teared me, killed me! It doesn’t matter because only my own death will release me from Singularity I won’t take it I will fight it For every time I fell down I raised myself once more.
7.
Creeping from behind Coming in silence Thoughts become too real Senses get pissed off They are unstoppable Freezing sacred blood Eyes that fool the mind I can’t go away Lungs that are not just mine My heart is someone else’s My ears hear other voices A voice that I can’t match The ground shakes around The air turns into venom How the hell did I get here What the hell is this I see Is there any way out? With no response I scream out loud It’s like I’m in a dream One I don’t want to be The thought of a stranger All fueled with pure anger This has become endless Got no control of thoughts Please, tell me it’s not endless Are they just a god’s thoughts? All of me overrun All in me went undone All slips from my being They just have been sleeping This is not the life I’ve chosen Can’t see what is not broken They left my soul wide open Don’t know what more they’ve stolen Now they seem to drive my life Tearing me without a strife How the hell did I get here What the hell is this I see Is there any way out? With no response I scream out loud It’s like I’m in a dream One I don’t want to be The thought of a stranger All fueled with pure anger This has become endless Got no control of thoughts Please, tell me it’s not endless Are they just a god’s thoughts? Why, why they come? Why, why is it happening to me Why there is no help for me Why do they come for me What do they expect of me As my mind fades away My body disappears I believe I’ve done well I believe I’ve done wrong I see then in my dreams I see them at my awakening What’s life, what’s death There’s nothing to keep me sane As my mind fades away My body disappears I believe I’ve done well I believe I’ve done wrong I see then in my dreams I see them at my awakening What’s life, what’s death There’s nothing to keep me sane How the hell did I get here What the hell is this I see Is there any way out? With no response I scream out loud It’s like I’m in a dream One I don’t want to be The thought of a stranger All fueled with pure anger Life has become endless Got no control of thoughts Please, tell me it’s not endless Are they just a god’s thoughts? Why, why they come? Why, why is it happening to me Why there is no help for me Why do they come for me What do they expect of me Come let me show you How it’s to be enlighten Don’t be afraid, don’t be scared There’re green fields or maybe not
8.
Hate! You come to hate You come to hate me and point me and stab me in my back Out of the line You gonna die Die I hope you die I hope you die, wish you death for your sins to mankind I am napalm Tearing your skin Rotten corpses scattered through all this good holy land Fields harvested with blood and with sorrow Spent all with fear and for fear and by fear There is no safe place The Judgment has come to take us all at once The dead have their pennies, but The innocent got nothing to pay for their lives My guts were disgorged Greed! All is for greed All is for greed and for sin, thy idiocy is your God Some reasons why I Want you to die Beg! I want you to beg I want you to beg, pleading me “don’t release all your wrath” Because I am The wrath of the Gods My name is Satan Rotten corpses scattered through all this one holy land Fields harvested with blood and with sorrow Melted with fear and for fear and by fear There is no safe place Cynics are my sons Hypocrisy their law Violator hunts at dawn Vicious are their lives Lazy are their thoughts Selfish are their minds Empty all your souls I smile you’re alone You know? You’re no god You won’t see me dead Fall! The bombs will soon fall The bombs will soon fall, from above with their light like stars Spreading disease You have to die Tired! I’m tired of your bullshit I’m tired of your bullshit, I’d rather be blind, deaf and dead New order will come From ashes like Phoenix

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released April 29, 2021

Endless Thoughts - Rickert G
Endless Thoughts
℗ 2021 Rickert G

Guitar: Rickert G
Bass: Rickert G
Vocals: Rickert G
Additional vocals (track 4 & 8): Felipe García, Eber Orozco
Producer: Jonatan Malpica
Producer: Rickert G
Lyricist: Rickert G
Composer: Rickert G
Programming: Rickert G, Jonatan Malpica
Engineering, Mixing & Mastering: Jonatan Malpica at Foundation Studio
Morelia, Michoacán, México

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Rickert G Morelia, Mexico

I studied musical composition at the Universidad Michoacana de San Nicolás de Hidalgo, Morelia, Michoacán, in Mexico.
I like to tell stories through music, so my work is essentially programmatic. I enjoy music in general, although I have leaned towards Metal, I invite you to join me in my artistic exploration! Greetings!
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